Saturday, November 21, 2009

Just Keep Coming Back

I tried starting a more personal blog yesterday, and I looked through a bunch of places that I could blog at. Eventually, I started one (won't say where), but no matter how much I tried to like it, I couldn't. It felt so dead. I keep feeling drawn back to Asiania. Even though hardly a soul visits the blog (I get something like 300 visits a month), I feel compelled to share my story here instead of elsewhere.

Ugh, I don't even know what I want to say. The past weeks have taken their toll on me. There's been too much work. It's also winter now. Combine a cold world with a bunch of work and throw that on a teen that's probably going through emotional changes (it's who we are). Life just isn't as cool as it used to be. I feel like I'm slipping from society. There are a few anchors holding me down, but for the most part, I am oblivious to others. How can I go through another 2 years of high school? Something better change.

Gary M.

2 comments:

Vietty said...

hang in there buddy. .^_^.

Tim said...

High school can be an extremely rough time for an individual, take it from someone that ended up on the district's home school program for a couple of months because of a mental breakdown senior year. Still, keep pushing, get through it, seek good help when possible and you'll make it, I'm sure of it. I'm happy to say I'm now a senior in college, a semester away from graduating. I still have low times, where the world feels ever so cold, but I get through them with support from sometimes the most unlikely of places. Tomorrow is always a new day...

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