Just a trend?

I am so out of it today. I haven't been paying attention in class and I haven't been myself lately. I feel sad. I feel depressed. Its some reason I'm not quite sure yet. I feel like I'm missing out on something. Maybe the real reason is that avocado I ate. You know the movie "Super Size Me" and the guy felt really depressed for no reason and eating McDonalds made him feel better? That is sort of how I feel. Yet the past week I haven't been eating. At least not too much. I usually eat 1 or 2 bowls of rice. But this whole week, I've only been eating 1/4 of a bowl. My parents have been wondering why I'm eating so little am home. My excuse was that I ate a lot at school and I wasn't hungry. Which is true, but at night I get these PANGS between my rib cage. Then I run downstairs and chow down on some shrimp ramen or some leftover ricebox to feel better. I know this isn't healthy and I know it will result to an "unbalanced diet" or even an eating disorder but just so you know, I'm very secure about my weight and body. But why do I still feel so sad. Theres nothing dramatic going on either.. This is so silly and stupid. I also haven't been sleeping. I've been going to sleep at around 12 or 1am. I usually sleep at 10! I wake up so exhausted in the morning.. Luckily my alarm isn't one of those really loud, scary ones. Anyways, whats wrong with me?! I feel really sad. I'm not even sure why. Is it just the teenage trend? I hope it isn't long term. Bye.

-Michelle Z.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1HAazRvDP4

Replay - Shinee

Michael Jackson's daughter made me cry when she said "I love you"

Watch itt.