I realized I'm the happiest when I first wake up in the morning. Despite the alarm, nightmare, mom's yelling, sisters' screaming, or the day ahead. Other than that waking up is awesome. I love starting a new day because I can forget the things the day before. I can't even remember what happened yesterday after a good night's rest. Meaning I'm the most nicest person in the morning. Daily events just push my ego down and leave me self concious. I wonder if it happens to everyone else. Like if I say something that leaves someone thinking about it the whole day. Of course the person who said it wouldn't know it ment so much to that person. Does this happen to any of you guys?
[Back to dreams] Don't you just like being ruler of this small world in your head? Being omniprescient and having all this power? I wonder how the brain comes up with dreams. Sometimes they relate to real life, like an event that happened and sometimes they have nothing to do with anything. Just pure randomness.
Just a few days ago (June 30, 2009) I had this dream about Anna and I talking outside and then you know who* stalked us. So I was like "Anna lets go inside." We went inside this hospital school thing. I told Anna I had to go to the bathroom and when I opened the door, 2 girls I know in real life (anomy.) were fighting. One was trying to drug the other because the other girl killed her sister. So I was like "Oh shit." I was at the wrong place at the wrong time. One of the girls said "If you go out that door, I'll kill you too." Then I forgot what happened next xD. I remember feeling really sad afterwards because another person died. Either I killed her or the other girl did. I have no idea. I was walking to Anna, for some reason I knew she was in THAT certain classroom (omniprescient powers). I walked in the middle of the hallway, I saw Chris and Stephanie pass by just back from prom. I waved hello and behind them was him. (anomy, lets call him S though) I was crying still and he was there to comfort me. He hugged me and let me cry on his shoulders. He kept repeating the words "Its okay, everything will be alright." THEN I WOKE UP at the sound of my mom's voice.
Then throughout the week, the people from my dream contacted me in real life unexpectedly. Of course I saw Anna but Stephanie also contacted me through Facebook and S appeared in real life 2 days in a row. My knight in shining armor.. Maybe they were all just a coincidence. Do you think dreams can predict the future? I also learned how to palm read yesterday! Anyways, last week was just really weird. I was kinda depressed but I feel all better now! (No i will not tell u why. Has to do with *) It feels like my dreams are trying to tell me to turn a new leaf on that exact day. How ironic. I believe it means I should be a better person, forget about the past, and pursue the new guy (S). I'm sure a big dreamer.
In conclusion, dreams are really special.. ♥
On another note, what do you get a guy for his birthday? Don't ask me. Tomorrow is Henry's Birthday Party and I have no idea what to give him. Its really difficult to find a present for someone because everything has meaning. For instance I can't give flowers or chocolate which I give to girls because else it means like love and shit. I can't get him YugiOh Cards or a Toy Truck because he's not a little boy anymore.. Or is he? Lastly, I can't even go outside to buy him a present. One its raining, two there are explosives everywhere, and three I don't even have that much money. I spent 30 dollars on my other friend's birthday present leaving me almost none for this one. I practically gave away all my birthday money back to the people xD! Oh the circle of presents... I want to like ask someone to buy a present and let me pay for half of it instead but almost no one else is giving him a REAL present. And I believe HongBaos (Red Envelopes) aren't personal enough. I didn't even know who gave me the hongbaos on my birthday.. So why should I repeat the same mistake. Its also really rude to demand a present.. Then again its also polite to give one. So what should I do? Arrive there with nothing? Should I just not go to escape being called rude? The host should just be polite and say "You don't need to get me a present, I just want you to come and celebrate my birthday with me." Then again I owe him for pitching in and getting me that tennis racket. Ahhhh what to do.. Someone help me. I don't wanna miss an awesome party with all my friends!! Sigh, lets just wait til tomorrow.. OH WAIT I HAVE AN IDEA. Maybe I can get him a late birthday gift? But I usually end up forgeting.. haha. The most difficult thing to do when getting ready for a party is buying the present.. Is just being there enough?
:'(
-Michelle Z.
Two Worlds Collide
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